to forgive

Today is a day that I'd like to forget.  I can't.  Nothing awful happened.  I am just disappointed in myself.  People who do what I do say it's time to stop when you are no longer capable of being disappointed in your work.  I know that is true.  But it still torments me.  I hate this feeling.  I hate when I need to pause and regroup at someone else's expense of time and discomfort.  Thankfully the stakes were low.  Thankfully the outcome was likely good.  Thankfully I am not afraid to say "I'm sorry."

Hopefully I let it go at some point.